Happy fucking New Year

Happy New Year!!!!!

   New year means.............shit I have no clue but it is as good a time as any to start doing something different than I have been doing, instead of the same fucking thing every year. Don't get me wrong I love doing the same thing over and over and over and over and over, but not really I have been in kinda a funk for the last year.......maybe longer who knows? It doesn't mean I am gonna be nicer or less of an ass, well maybe only time will tell that but lets not get to far ahead ourselves now. Back to my original thought about new things and whatnot, I am not an artist or anything but I would love to become have a glimmer of art so I am going to try to post once a week not a lots of pictures, mostly words, sort of like a journal except I don't want to scare anyone with what is always going on in my head but some of it like some ideas and things I would like to accomplish. I am sure that not all things are possible but a guy can dream and I dream big so there. Some things are going to be personal and if your offended then well get over it and move on or dwell on it and then well I don't really care.
    With that bit out of the way some things about what I would like to see happen this year for myself, limit my drinking to social occasions and definitely reel back the smoking weed, been in a haze for to fucking long and its time that I don't use it as a crutch and let myself feel some that shit. I have found that I like tattoos and since getting my first one and then a second I want to get some more (sorry mom).  I think it would be okay if maybe I try to be a better husband too, which is basically quit being a dick.  A better dad to my little guy, be more patient and understanding, I have a long road ahead if I don't chill the fuck out, also cut down of the cussing would be a good one to throw in there but lets not get to crazy.  Work lets just say that maybe it could be better and it could be a whole lot worse so lets just try not to go back to digging ditches. Trying to get my ass in shape and not just by riding bicycles and getting grumpy that I mostly ride by myself, I actually kinda like solo missions just saying that it would be nice to have some company now and again, you know someone to pedal with is always good.  I need to get myself out there more too be a little more social and less reclusive its easy to stay home when I travel for work and am gone all week in a hotel room with the same guy all day and night so I have been getting out and doing some things myself.  Maybe learn an instrument this year it's something I have always wanted and never done, maybe the guitar or something. I would love to send a short story to a bike magazine just to see if I could, I don't care if it gets published just get myself out there more. I think that is all for now gonna try to write more this week and hopefully post once a week around Sunday or Monday,